I'm Back!

and hopefully to stay. It's been forever since my last update. I wish I had a valid excuse, but honestly I don't. I've been feeling really out of sorts and depressed lately. I'm slowly starting to battle back and force myself to do things that will make me feel productive and human again. Sadly, my knitting was one of the first things to go when I began to feel down. I've been kinda stagnant. I really want to get to a better place, but there's something in my chest that starts growing every time I want to do something. I get so anxious. Everything seems so overwhelming and scary and undoable. So today I decided that I'd start fixing things and trying to make myself feel better. I just checked in at knutty knitters, and I was so surprised and touched to see that they were missing me as much as I was missing them. That definitely was a big pick me up. As for my knitting, I've been working on my patchwork blanket. It's nice because it's all a bunch of small pieces, and nice and digestable.